My Irrational Thought Process.

I’ve been writing alot about what i’ve been doing that last few days.

Just mindlessly explaining every detail i retain from the events and my thoughts on them.

Overall, i’ve realized i’m insane, but that’s no big news.

So, i can’t figure out whether or not i did the right thing today.

I don’t know how she truly reacted.

And i can’t tell what she’s thinking.

I feel stupid, and i’m not sure if i should.

It’s been a long day, and i haven’t done shit, my mind just won’t stop, and i’m scared about what will happen… is this what i should be feeling?

Who knows.

It’s an odd concept.

When, in all desperation, nothing good seems to find you.

Like anything worthwhile won’t appear in your life.

But then it changes.

Suddenly, albeit on the verge of reality.

You find something. Someone.

And they make your days worthwhile.

…

I love that i can make her blush.

That i can make her smile.

At least, i hope i can.

;]